Chapter 18
Forever
I watched the PV in my room. It’s been a long time since I made this PV with them but I feel better whenever I watch it. My sister watched it with me this time. She was teasing me about them. “You have 10 boyfriends and you’re not sharing!” she said. I didn’t pay too much attention to her. As I was watching, all my attention was only on one man.
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It’s been exactly a year and three months since she left but she was still the only girl I love. It’s my birthday today. I went to school and even though almost all of the people close to me greeted me, it felt incomplete without her.
I stayed on the rooftop again, the place where we first met and where I first realized for sure that I love her. I was waiting for her. Waiting that maybe, a miracle would occur and destiny will lead me back to her arms.
I waited for hours until my mother already sent me a message. I’m supposed to go home early because we’d be going in a trip for a whole week. I grabbed my stuff and left. She didn’t come.
The moment I got home, my mother told me to get inside the car already. They were all prepared. They were singing as my father drove. I looked back from inside the car, still expecting that I’d see her, looking for me.
“Kei, cheer up! It’s your birthday!” my mother said when she noticed that I looked quite lonely. I smiled at her and joined them at singing. Being miserable won’t do me any good. I decided to just have fun on my birthday, as it should be.
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Yuto asked me if I could buy him some ice cream. He gave me money and said I can also buy one for myself, his treat. Being a very obedient boy, I fulfilled his request, buying two cones of ice cream from a nearby ice cream shop.
As I was walking back to Johnny’s building, I bumped onto a girl. Fortunately, I didn’t drop any of the ice creams. She, on the other hand, dropped the plate of sushi that she was carrying.
“Sor-” I couldn’t continue. I was really surprised to see her again.
“Are you really having fun bumping onto me over and over again?” she joked. I hugged her; that’s all that came into my mind. “Make sure that ice cream won’t mess my clothes,” she said.
“This one is for you,” I said. “I promised this to you before, right?” I gave her one of the ice creams as I eat the other one, I’m sure Yuto won’t mind (or will he?).
“Thank you Yama-chan,” she said. We talked with each other as we went inside the building together. I still remember that day; the day she left. She whispered something to me.
“I love… being your friend.”
I’ve accepted it already. She’d be happier with Inoo-kun. As I was daydreaming, I didn’t notice that she was already asking me something. I was surprised when she lightly pushed me on my arm. She laughed because of that. “As I was saying, do you know where the birthday boy is?”
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It’s been a long time since I’ve been here. All those memories are coming back to me again. Nothing much changed since the last time. But he wasn’t there.
I looked around and waited for him. Where is he? I stood at the exact same spot where I stood when we first met. I watched the kids playing at the playground as I did before. I wished he was there with me. I wanted to greet him on his birthday.
I was already about to leave when I felt a pair of hands from behind, covering my eyes. I couldn’t be happier when I held those soft hands. “Your really do have a beautiful pair of hands,” I said as I placed his hands on my waist, his arms wrapped around me. “Happy birthday Inoo-chan.”
“I’ve been waiting for two years and three months,” he said. “And now, I must say, it’s definitely worth every second.”
I faced him and hugged him as tightly as I could.
“Will you stay?” he asked as he looked me in the eyes
As I looked into those wonderful eyes, I felt myself coming closer and closer to him until our lips touched. We stayed still for what seemed like eternity. As our lips parted, I whispered to him, “Forever.”
